Recharge is needed

OVER THE PAST HALF A YEAR

I DUN KNOW WAT I M DOING

NOW

I REALIZE I HAVE ALMOST FLAT

NO MORE ENERGY

i would like to have a good rest

but the weekend & holiday always make me

more tired

I REALIZE IT IS TOO HARD TO SELECT

THE LIFESTYLE I WANT

AT LEAST, FOR ME.

I DUN LIKE MY CURRENT SITUATION

I WANT TO FLY

AS PER I PROMISED TO MYSELF BEFORE

BUT

CAN I??

ALL THE NEGATIVE THINKING ARE APPEARING IN MY MIND

LIKE CANCER

KEEP GROWING N GROWING

I NEED TO RECHARGE MY BATTERY

CAN SOMEONE LET ME KNOW WHERE IS THE PLUG

??

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While we are growing UP

Okay, i don't know why

i don't know why

While ppl growing up, Slipper cannot be wear so often

Wearing a pair of Slipper, step on the Grass in the sunny DAY

Sound like an ordinary matter

BUT, this could only happen often while we was young

While we are growing up,

we 'll feel ashamed while jus wearing a cheap slipper

so, we will chose to wear the branded shoes

While we are growing up

we'll feel lazy to step on the green grass field..

so, we will chose to step on the marble floor..

While we are growing up

we'll feel hot under HOT sun

so, we will chose to stay under aircon room..

But

When we were young..

we used to wear our brothers, father's "BIG" slipper

we used to step on grass even without SLIPPER

even in muddy land

we used to PLAY under hot SUN even will get SCOLED

FAME

changing us on the way we are growing

BEK to the simplicity

2010-6-7

3 months without updating

changing a new layout

bc i m changing

working recently

not that happy but also not that sad

hope that life can be meaningful one day

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LOST

i oredi forgot when was the last time i really blogged.

But, at this very late night..

i picked it up..

CNY, LUNAR 3 night....

After the reunion dinner wif my family

n lunar 1 n 2 spent in my father's hometown..

i m now at my bed..

listen to this song n recall bek my UNI life....

"感覺快樂就忙東忙西

感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡"

i m missing those 放空自己's life...life.......

After graduate, i spend 2 months for relaxing...

then i got a job n working as an engineer...

nothing worth to be shared....

i gain something

i lost something also...

i LOST the direction...

i LOST the ability to manage my time myself...

NOT that HAPPY...

REALITY is Swallowing my DREAM...

LOST.....

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